I have not just Asperger’s Syndrome to deal with but I have a fatty liver too. It definitely was not due to alcoholism. It was due to consumption of a pharmaceutical drug made by Novartis called Tegretol 200. All pharmaceutical drugs on the market can have its benefits but has side effects as well. I did give up alcohol due to taking a combination of pharmaceutical drugs daily. I was not an addict of alcohol. I can’t have too much burgers with fries. I can’t consume too much ice cream. I can’t consume too many of these fizzy drinks. I can’t consume too much chocolate. I can’t consume too many cakes. Their the foods I most love eating. I can consume some in moderation. My General Practioner has asked me to lose weight. Not easy with consumption of pharmaceutical drugs. I do have a gym membership. I do go regularly as I can. I do regularly walk as much as possible. The main thing is that I am aware that I have Asperger’s & the fatty liver. It must seem bad news. It can be good news in the long run having the awareness in the first place.
This is the first post of 2013
11 JanThe Indie Aspie yet again. It is me. Why did I call it The Indie Aspie? It is a bit of a story. I have being Asperger’s for the last two years. It is a lot to do that I do act too independent. Is it a good or bad thing? Ask what others think of me then I can have a few comments. Wow I love to see that. I do find some hard to conform. Sometimes it can be too hard. My new year’s plan was to enrol at an Australian technical college in the state of New South Wales & do less posts for being too busy as a student. Guess what after a bad experience at a Disability Services Provider. They absolutely so unsupportive for me to study. I thought I was a good long term investment. My last case manager was a bogan & looked so unprofessional. Looked like she was out of prison. Since I was considered a bad short term investment, I was not considered good enough for a bunch of men hating women. That place is nothing short of rotten ghost branch which is not even listen on the provider’s website. Due to illness, I have got right out of the Disability Employment Services because it is too abnormal to the core. I can’t be a student now. Lost all motivation to go the chosen place of education. Now it is more posts & you are going hear a lot more from me than expected. I am hard man & just want to keep writing. Getting addicted. I can’t stop now because world domination is around the corner. Don’t knock me & knock you off for six like in cricket. Goodbye.
Is Blogging A Form Of Work ?
25 NovI was once in a group of people where everyone else was in paid work except me. I said to this accounting worker that I was a blogger. He assumed that I don’t work at all. I don’t understand how blogging is not work. I can’t believe anything that is unpaid is treated like it is nothing. Most work in this world is unpaid. Anything unpaid is too undervalued. Some people do assume you are nothing unless you earn a lot of money. The truth is some are overpaid for doing next to no work because they can’t do anything constructive. That is from my work experience. I am doing something very constructive but don’t get paid. It is a shame I seem to insignificant in the mainstream because of the dollars. I am not ripping off someone else in money. I am keeping out of trouble. I haven’t committed a crime. In my opinion, it is my idea of doing a community service. Making the world richer with my writings. Work can be a lot of things. There can be many disagreements what is considered work & what is not considered work. It is Saturday night I am writing my blog post. In my opinion, work is work no matter what it is. Blogging is work because that accounting worker needs a reality check.
It took 43 years to even know
15 Oct
One of several versions of the painting “The Scream”. The National Gallery, Oslo, Norway. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
It took 43 years to find that I had Aspergers. A former doctor said that I had it. It started to make sense but there were still many problems in my life at that time. I sure hated this blasted social world. Going from one service to another. The main problem was copping it from the neurotypicals in this world. It was very painful to go there. I have being there to experience it first hand. I have worked as a clerk, accounts payable clerk, data entry clerk, despatch clerk & promotions officer. That’s my work history as brief as I can describe it. Achieve a lot without even knowing that I had Aspergers. I have had other diagnoses for more than a decade.It was being a schizo at first then it was an anxiety disorder leading to Aspergers. Thank god for that. I am alive to have the right label. I know the pitfalls too well & the advantages are present too. I am more than aware of Aspergers & self aware too. There have being many times that I didn’t even know who I was. Life does go on for me. I am in mid life now & still have a lot to experience in the future. I call my life at present a work in progress.
The indie aspie has arrived
27 May
English: People with Asperger’s Syndrome are often preoccupied with particular, specialized areas of knowledge, such as this boy’s interest in molecular structure. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
I have arrived because I have a new blog even blog number two. No one can take it away from me. I am an aspie. I have diagnosed of Asperger’s Syndrome. It is in some medical dictionary. Not sure if some people even read a dictionary. I hate neurotypical scum. Anyone who has a prejudice towards me should get a life because it is not godamn popular. That rotten vermin. They smell. They a waste of space. Watch Big Brother & smash your head to your television. You have an IQ of 0. For anyone who thinks I suck because they a bunch of goddam losers. I am listening to The Who. A lot of people listen to their music. More than that talentless git called Kyle Sandilands in the whole planet. In London, he is actually a nobody. I maybe a punk in spirit but I don’t look one. I am an angry man who lives in social frustration, sexual frustration, financial frustration & hates the system entirely. There are times I might connect with others but mostly disconnect. I don’t much about the mental health system that much it is one hopeless basket case. I might have a good GP & a good psychologist. A lot of useless psychiatrists are useless rip off merchants who assume aspies are abnormal. I tell you what there are a lot of abnormal shrinks. Yes I am a music lover who hardily has much of an audience for the special interest. It drives extremely me so bloody insane. I do talk about the general with others but sometimes I am bored of it. I know an odd idiot has a problem because it is not fishing. Fishing is so boring. Go to bed if thinks that is interesting. I have tried to discuss about music online. All boring wankers who think I dull. All social snobs who make me vomit. I am stuffed then. More neutrotypical scum who drinks expensive shit wine. It is Saturday night & I am home. Snubbing all boring wankers who thinks they smart for me thinking they having a good time. Then having fights & going to hospital. Maybe I am alone because I have being knocked too well for being an aspie. So much for social progress. I don’t see it.