It took 43 years to even know

15 Oct
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One of several versions of the painting “The Scream”. The National Gallery, Oslo, Norway. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

It took 43 years to find that I had Aspergers. A former doctor said that I had it. It started to make sense but there were still many problems in my life at that time. I sure hated this blasted social world. Going from one service to another. The main problem was copping it from the neurotypicals in this world. It was very painful to go there. I have being there to experience it first hand. I have worked as a clerk, accounts payable clerk, data entry clerk, despatch clerk & promotions officer. That’s my work history as brief as I can describe it. Achieve a lot without even knowing that I had Aspergers. I have had other diagnoses for more than a decade.It was being a schizo at first then it was an anxiety disorder leading to Aspergers. Thank god for that. I am alive to have the right label. I know the pitfalls too well & the advantages are present too. I am more than aware of Aspergers & self aware too. There have being many times that I didn’t even know who I was. Life does go on for me. I am in mid life now & still have a lot to experience in the future. I call my life at present a work in progress.

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8 Sep
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The indie aspie has arrived

27 May
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English: People with Asperger’s Syndrome are often preoccupied with particular, specialized areas of knowledge, such as this boy’s interest in molecular structure. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I have arrived because I have a new blog even blog number two. No one can take it away from me. I am an aspie. I have diagnosed of Asperger’s Syndrome. It is in some medical dictionary. Not sure if some people even read a dictionary. I hate neurotypical scum. Anyone who has a prejudice towards me should get a life because it is not godamn popular. That rotten vermin. They smell. They a waste of space. Watch Big Brother & smash your head to your television. You have an IQ of  0. For anyone who thinks I suck because they a bunch of goddam losers. I am listening to The Who. A lot of people listen to their music. More than that talentless git called Kyle Sandilands in the whole planet. In London, he is actually a nobody. I maybe a punk in spirit but I don’t look one. I am an angry man who lives in social frustration, sexual frustration, financial frustration & hates the system entirely. There are times I might connect with others but mostly disconnect. I don’t much about the mental health system that much it is one hopeless basket case. I might have a good GP & a good psychologist. A lot of useless psychiatrists are useless rip off merchants who assume aspies are abnormal. I tell you what there are a lot of abnormal shrinks. Yes I am a music lover who hardily has much of an audience for the special interest. It drives extremely me so bloody insane. I do talk about the general with others but sometimes I am bored of it. I know an odd idiot has a problem because it is not fishing. Fishing is so boring. Go to bed if thinks that is interesting.  I have tried to discuss about music online. All boring wankers who think I dull. All social snobs who make me vomit. I am stuffed then. More neutrotypical scum who drinks expensive shit wine. It is Saturday night & I am home. Snubbing all boring wankers who thinks they smart for me thinking they having a good time. Then having fights & going to hospital. Maybe I am alone because I have being knocked too well for being an aspie. So much for social progress. I don’t see it.